Hidden Emotional Toll of Covering Hong Kong

No.11

Hello friends, 

This is Isabelle Niu 牛牧歌. I’m a New York-based video journalist at Quartz and a founding member of Chinese Storytellers.

In the past few weeks, I have lost countless hours of sleep over the news coming out of Hong Kong. In addition to watching a plethora of distressing footage, I have struggled with navigating between the two parallel universes divided by the Great Firewall. Having loved ones on both sides, I could never simply dismiss those who do not agree with my own views. 

Following and discussing the protests have taken a real emotional toll on me, but my stress pales in comparison with what my fellow journalists experience, filing daily reports on the protests in Hong Kong.

In this issue of Rock the Boat, we will hear from a few journalists who have reported on the protests extensively for the past three months. 

Chinese Storytellers has been a solid support network for me, and I hope it becomes one for more storytellers who need it.

Best,
Isabelle Niu 牛牧歌

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Reporters, who are supposed to uphold journalistic objectivity, also have feelings. Covering the now-three-month-long Hong Kong protests presents an added challenge to Chinese journalists – how to confront our own cultural and political identity when reporting on an issue that is deeply divisive and close to home? 

Member Mary Hui, a Hong Kong-based journalist for Quartz, shares her experience of reporting on a seemingly endless story and how to prevent burnout:

There’s no end in sight, as protests edge well into their third month. For protesters, this is undoubtedly a tiring time. For journalists, as well. It feels as though there will never be a break. 

Even seemingly small developments have the potential to spiral into a defining moment. The anxiety of missing a major turning point becomes all-consuming, and the constant pressure to follow the non-stop news is both mentally and physically draining.

I’ve come to realize that one of the most effective ways of ensuring sustainability is to take a step back from it all. Take the Friday night off. Make a point of not going to a weekend protest. Turn off the livestream and stay off Twitter. Go for a big hike in the mountains and be completely unplugged for the day. Someone else will cover the news. It’s not free-riding; it’s playing the long game.

A mainland journalist in Hong Kong writes anonymously about the intense physical and emotional effects of covering the protests:

In June and July, the loud squeak of metal barriers being dragged along roads haunted my dreams. A low fever and a respiratory allergy plagued me for nearly a month, as I struggled to cough out sputum in a color similar to the choking gas. But this city, covered all over with cuts and bruises, kept going. And so did all journalists who spared no effort to document every detail of the constantly changing demonstration, the outburst of emotions, and most importantly, the escalation of force, and the abuse of power at all levels…

It’s uncertain how the movement will land, but it’s certain that as a part of Hong Kong and its press, I will land with it in whatever way it’s destined.

A journalist from mainland China writes about the violent and tender moments of the movement:

The past three months felt like three years to me. I was tear gassed and pepper sprayed, but luckily I have not been hit by rubber bullets, run over by a car or torched by a Molotov.

But there is a tender and overlooked side of the protests. Many peaceful protesters use creative art forms to voice their demands. I was touched when covering the protesters’ human chains across Hong Kong, where thousands, if not tens of thousands of people, came out on a Friday night to demonstrate people’s solidarity.

I’m not a permanent resident but I love Hong Kong and care about it. So I’d like to take this opportunity to plead to the protesters: Remember where you started. Don’t be blinded by hatred.

Irene Chan, a news editor based in Hong Kong, describes her struggles as a citizen and a journalist. 

I am a journalist, but I’m a citizen first. Born in mainland China and having lived in HK for over 10 years, I have never experienced such a long-lasting social movement so intimately, riding the emotional rollercoaster of sorrow and excitement like many other Hong Kongers.

But as a reporter, I have to ask myself: How do we get to the deeper issues behind these intense emotions? The more I report on the turmoil of Hong Kong, the more I’m aware of the false pretense of “absolute neutrality” in journalism. All we can strive for is to present diverse views, to develop an understanding of a complicated situation, and to keep asking difficult questions. 

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Writer: Isabelle Niu; Editor: Zhaoyin Feng; Copy Editor: Miles Goscha

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