When Truth Is Hard to Love

No. 13

Greetings from Kiki Zhao 赵添琦, a writer based in China and the U.S.

“We should think hard and persevere when we meet difficulties; so that we can help build our country when we grow up,” I wrote this line when I was nine in a homework essay discussing how to think independently. The school I attended, in a small town in northeastern China, was named Dongfanghong, or The East is Red. When my mother found the essay this summer, I could barely remember why I wrote it, but I knew my passion of wanting to one day “help build our country” was genuine. 

Last month, when I stood close to the large Mao Zedong portrait at Tiananmen square, I couldn’t bring myself to take a photo. I thought of the students killed in the same place calling for greater reform and freedom because they also wanted to “help build our country.” 

I thought of Wang Shuping 王淑平, who died just last month. She had to leave China at age 42 for speaking truthfully about the AIDS epidemic while caring for her compatriots. I thought of Ilhom Tohti, the Uyghur professor jailed in 2014 by authorities in Beijing for trying to promote understanding between Uyghur and Han. I thought of many others, kind and quiet and passionate and firm souls, seeking truth in their attempts to love their country and their homeland. 

What should I call this love? Patriotism? Or Àiguó 爱国 in Chinese? But I dread using the word because it has become so politically loaded. In moments when my words fail me, I seek out other souls insisting on truth. Like stars shining gently in the night sky, I look to them when it becomes difficult to express that love. 

All best,
Kiki Zhao 赵添琦


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It could be painful to talk about one’s feelings toward one’s home country when so much truth of the land is deliberately buried by its ruling government. The very act of seeking truth risks punishment for appearing “unpatriotic,” and one’s unavoidable sense of belonging could engender feelings of complicity.  

Below we hear from people with thoughts on love for their country, their journeys seeking truth, and their struggles to talk about it. 

Joyce Du 杜涓, a former journalist with The Financial Times in China, became “teary-eyed” after seeing the play “The Kings of Hell’s Palace,” adapted from Dr. Wang Shuping’s life story:  

The story is very close to heart as an ex-journalist who spent the first seven years of her career in China reporting, with much passion and conviction, on stories such as SARS, desertification and land seizure in Gansu Province, the cancer village caused by chemical water pollution in a Tianjin suburb, the slavery of black kilns in Shanxi, the relocation of thousands of people to make way for the Three Georges Dam, the heart-wrecking Sichuan earthquake and the petitioning journey of the young parents who lost their children seeking justice of shoddy school buildings, and so on. 

Some may think this is a post too depressing on the day of the 70th anniversary of the PRC but I believe true love, either for a person or for a country or its people, includes revealing, understanding and accepting the weaknesses and flaws. I love my country for what it really is.

Jin Ding 丁进, program manager at the International Women’s Media Foundation and a former sports journalist, weighs in on the current NBA controversy that touches on many thorny issues: nationalism and patriotism, business and politics, as well as freedom of speech in both the U.S. and China.

Former 49ers quarterback Colin Kaepernick first took a seat during the national anthem in the 2016 NFL preseason. Before it turned into a movement, his action went unnoticed for two full weeks. Daryl Morey was not as ‘lucky.’ His tweet caught fire with patriotic Chinese within one day.

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If the national anthem protests have created a chance for dialogue about racism in American society, would this NBA storm over Hong Kong protests leave a legacy in China?

Zhang Yan 张妍, senior editor of Initium Media 端传媒, who works in a newsroom in Hong Kong with colleagues from the mainland, Hong Kong, and Taiwan, pays attention to details when communicating with colleagues to show respect. 

As a mainlander, I switch my keyboard input from simplified to traditional Chinese when I write to my colleagues from Hong Kong and Taiwan. The reason I’m doing this is I’m afraid the simplified Chinese will offend them. I try to avoid things that may cause them unpleasant feelings. Because in the context of recent political unrest, any symbol related to the country, like language, flag, or song, could be regarded as a standpoint, a tool or even a value which represents the regime.

It’s not timid. It’s the first step to start real and respectful communication. It took time for me to understand why a person would be seen as a “perpetrator” only because s/he speaks mandarin on Hong Kong’s streets, and simultaneously a victim, who shoulders a heavy burden from the system and cannot be accepted by other communities. The only way I could help make things better is to find other communication channels beyond those symbols and let the outside world know we are human beings who would like to be understood.  

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Writer: Kiki Zhao; Editors: Muyi Xiao, Xinyan Yu; Copy Editor: Miles Goscha

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